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Monday, January 29, 2007

i had a great day. well at least a better day..=))

thx for yest.. thx for today.. n thx in advance for tmr...

i guess it'll just be anotha day where i hafta get thru..

you'll nvr know till everythings all over...n then you'll strt regreting.. hahas.. weird but true..



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Saturday, January 27, 2007

well its finally the weekends.. likee ohhhhhhh finally!!!! gosh!!! alrite the week went on pretty well.. altgt our ward gt 4 male nurses.. bt one of them was frm the central so yeah he hardly ever gets to the ward la.. so anw tt leaves us with 3 male nurses..n 1 of them is a pain in tha arse!! so yeah lets just count him out.. he gt a really weird name.. n i tink his mom made a good choice in naming him tt cuz he dun deserve to have anyone with tt attitude of his.. sheesh! n da otha 2 were darlings!! seriously!! hahahahahs... they are very nice la.. n like you wont get stress when you're with them.. cuz whenever you nd help you know who to find lehhs.. ahahs.. yeah i know we're big bullies to them.. bt they bulied us too lorhs! hmrf!haaahas.. so lets just put it this way we took turn to bully each otha.. =)..

alrite.. frm tues to thurs everything was pretty well larhhs.. bt yest was seriously god awful lehhs!! theres sooo much lifting to be done!! n theres a lack of nurses n student nurses..n da worse part no male nurses at all!!! how horrible is tt... there was one.. a porter help me carry lehhs.. cuz guess wad, im suppose to carry the pt with mary!! out of all ppl.. tsk!!!!! n also once smone decided to delay their breaktime w/o kindly informing anybody else to change their breaktime everything gt screwed up.. thx arhhs!! arse! so as i said yest was horrible.. n i actually left the hospital like at 0930?? with kimmi cuz one of the pt kindly soiled his clothings n bed sheet n everything else.. n his wife aint helping by ordering us arnd like we're some bunch of brainless kiddies.. n then 1 dr came in for his bld.. then she was like "aunty... pls go outside 1st....... when we're done we'll inform you.." den she go out for a while.. den come back agn.. n then the dr goes agn... sigghhs.. n wen changing his top he say his hand pain la tt la this la. n da otha hand gt tubing n everything gt messed up n da pt was having alot of trouble putting on the baju.. tsk!! n aft tts done.. which was our very last thing to do larhhs. cuz we're wrking ot ready lohhs! my hair was soo messed up.. n kimmi's eyes were red! how nice.. how i wish we cld have the bell to ask visitors to leave the hospital.. den i can ring it at their faces to say visitng hours over!!!!!!!!! blaahs!! im pissed off n irritated!!

i doubt the weekends gonna be any betta.. gt soo much things to do.. n thank god daddy is taking break! if not come monday i tink i'll be god dead sia... anw i still gt a whole case study to do.. n on top of tt still gtta study for exams lehhs!! goshh.. 2 more wks den im doom! tsk!!.. ohh yes.. anw jeanette's flying off tonite.. n niki flown off ready n i didnt getta send her off.. cuz i was stuck at the damn hospital!!!! SIIGHHHSS!!! anw nette.. wish you'll come back agn soon!!!! have a safe journey there!! n we're all waiting for you in sg.. hahahs...



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Monday, January 22, 2007

alrite my very first day of my second attachment.. my very first impression of the ward was 'this ward is very very confusing!!' haahahhas.. well basically cuz its layout is pretty different frm the previous ward.. n you literally gtta walk in circles.. n the tea rm is like all the way outside of the ward.. n its like kinda hidden like tt... n i can honestly tell you on the spot i had prefered the previous posting's ward 100% betta!!! besides a very confusing ward.. the ppl there are really cold! n we gt 4 CI's.. previously we dont even have 1 sia.. n we all gt a whole lot of experience n fun! bt i doubt we'll be having 1/2 of the fun we had previously.. n wads worst this posting is even longer then da previous posting! grrrrrrrr!!!!!!! ouhhs.. the only person who actually salvage my comment tt the ppl there are super duper cold is da malay en guy.. its like he's da only one arnd the room trying to allow us into the care of the pt larhhs... then the stupid sn i/c was like damn bo chap.. blahhs!!! n gt 1 chinese female sn.. even betta still.. i mean i know she is rushing.. so i took 1 step back to allow her to get wadver drip she nd la.. den she was like... MOVE MOVE MOVE!! mutha fucker asshole!!i mean student nurses also gt brains right.. dun nd to act all biggie n stuffs.. grr.. lucky she's nt i/c of my rm sia.. i will run to otha rm! hmrf!
then i was observing the malay en change the dressing he took a long time lehhs.. bt its like the dressing nd a whole lot of cleaning.. i also scared.. hahahas.. anw its removal of staplers la... then he count how many stalers are there 1st.. den when removing it.. he was like.. ehh youall count with me ok.. i scared i lost count.. so tts exactly wad we did la.. den he say wah good.. now i gt a sesame street show.. wah kao!! hahahas.. even the pt laugh lehs.. hahas.. anw we miss half of the report taking due to the dressing la... hahas.. den half way thru the report taking.. gt 1 pt collapse lehhs.. den gt the blue code!! kimmi saw the drs resusting the pt.. just came back frm surgery den collapse..n just earlier on during the ward tour the CI told us abt the emergency trolley n when i ask her is it often being used in the ward she say very seldom being use.. n yeahh so i've been told... hahahhas...

so ok la... i gt h/w lehhs during attachment! tsk!so yes im gonna strt doing it.. n on top of tt get as much energy as i can to get me thru tmr! gosh.. am soo nt looking forward to gg lehhs.. n now.. mr raymond's gonna be d/c too... haiissshhh!!! he has been a great chatting partner.. n even intro anotha great chatting partner.. hahas.. bt the otha one is nt under my care.. sadded... ohh yes we hafta do 2 case study this time.. goshh!!!!!!

n theres like a chinese funeral at the void deck.. which is making extreme noise.. so on top of my very bad day i cant even have some peace of mind at hme!! goshh!!!!!

i shall perservere!!! w/ or w/o your help i shall perservere!! i dun nd to depend on othas to survive.. support me ppl! hahas.. i gtta be in da hosp at 6.30 tmr how nice.. blahhs!



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Saturday, January 20, 2007

attachment gonna strt on mon.. ohh cant wait ready.. bt ws will nt be in da same shift as me nemore.. saddness le... haiis..

i suddenly find myself lost in a whole world of unknowns...haiis...



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Thursday, January 18, 2007

first and foremost many many thx to andy for the treat at swensens!! =)) i suppose we all enjoyed ourselves very the muchies.. n the unexpected birthday songs was really unexpected de.. hahas.. its ok you'll get anotha song in the hospital!! blahhs... hehhs.. afta tt went to dad's there werent much ppl arnd larhhs.. n there was seriously ntg to do.. i actually fell aslp lehhs.. imagine it larhhs.. 1st time i fell aslp at the psr mlm.. tsk! den cik din halau me n cik lun to go jln jln arnd the pasar mlm n da market there... hahas.. then since cik lun refuses feared dad will be angry.. so i go n mendle with cik din's egg.. at first he doesnt matter cuz he's busy.. den later on he saw me mendling with more stuffs.. he strted making sooo much noise n seriously shoo us out!! haaahahahs!!! soo funny.. then i finally manage to meet the tattooed guy whom actually interviewed cik lun.. hahahas... bt yest's most memorable thing tt happen yest was a draw btwn this 2..firstly.. theres this lady.. she's gt dwn syndrome.. n a horrible attitude.. she looks like she can throw punches anytime sia.. so anw she came over.. n then she look at the tub of nuts at cik lun's section.. n ask wads this.. n cik lun ans her.. den she ask can try... n cik lun nod.. so she took a pinch..' mm... nice.. try agn arhhs..' and she took anotha pinch n walk away.. diaos rights... n cik lun say she did the exact same thing the day before.. hahahas... n secondly was the guy frm gold finger's stall.. he was soo cute!!! i went over to get drinks as per usual.. n the normal young guy was attending to oth ppl.. so i waited patiently n pick the drinks la.. then frm behind the stall.. the guy do a slow-mo running action.. n says im cooooomiiiinnnggggggg..... hahahahas.. it was damn hilarious... i was laughing soo hard!! he look soo cute... bt i cant deny it had beeen a looong time since i met him!

ouhhs ok.. n dad had found a new hobby.. catching snail!!! hahahahs... i wanna feed AS with those snails lehhs!! ahhahahas!!! bt seriously dad caught a whole lot of it lehhs.. n cik din killed one of the snails with salt!! can you believe it i just found out tt snails actually died if they are in contact with salt..haahs!! tmr da nuts are going dwn too.. =)) ohh n nette just told be bout nik's farewell party.. it strts at 2.. n amazingly my lessons strts at 2 too.. haiis.. so we'll see how tmr goes.. anw i'll miss nik soo muchies.. n will try ma best to be dwn asap.. afta going dwn with the nuts tt is.. been promising dem for soo loong!..anw tts it for today theres gonna be a pop quiz tmr! sighh haven study yet! nights!

im hurt.. you're hurt.. everybody's hurt.. thx to you la!! evil arsee!! hmrf!!



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Sunday, January 14, 2007

i was soo n very excited yest! cuz cynthia..which was immy's playgrp teacher who had resign last yr.. gave a call informing me she gt a few textbooks for me! and one of those is perry n potter!!! omg!!! i sooo want that mans!!! hahahahs!! was feeling soo happy... goodness.. luckily i dint bought that book larhhs.. its a only 1 edition short of the lastest one.. n i gt it for free.. rather then to spent 80 plus bucks on that super thick book!! bt anw!!! i got tt alrite.. i have yet to go in every detail that book gtta offer me!! lalala~ ok so.. she ask me to go to her hse there to get it frm her.. so i agree. drop by the bengawan solo.. n get the pandan cheese roll.. n den drop by the minimart n get her chocolates.. =))! met her at the open area at her block there.. n her hse is directly facing the sea!! with no building blockage for viewing pleasure!!! gosh!!!! im sooo jealous!!! bt anw.. she passed me the perry n potter book... n 2 phycho textbook.. 1 bio txtbok.. n 1 student guide... hahahhas... my arm nearly broke carrying those books.. imagine la.. tt perry n potter book alone is enough to fill your arm lorhhs! bt anw im soo n very grateful! i hope i'll make full good use out of it.. btw.. she actually went to aussy uni n was actually accepted to do a nursing course there le! bt like a few weeks into it.. she realise it was too hard n she feels more comfortable with what she's already doing.. my goodness... like soo wasted sia.. summore knowing it is like damn blardy hard to get into an aussy uni for nursing.. so yeahh.. tts how she got her hands on those nursing txtbooks!

hmms then i was out the whole evening till midnight plus at dad's with momsie.. n immy spent the night at aunt nis's place.. so i gtta wake up early to fetch tt lil boi..

its raining agn today.. sigh.. my fingers are going numb out of coldness!! aiyooos... just hope it didnt cost floods nemoree...!!



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Friday, January 12, 2007

haahs! finally ICA all done.. now left with the major papers!! so anw just now had bio ICA.. i tink like what coach had mention.. our topic is really dull.. i seriously dunno how he can actually manage to stay interested throughout the circulation parts.. i mean it is kinda dry! n its damn obvious that everyone is fallin aslp.. sobs! bt anw.. its over.. we did what we did.. can we do better? the ans is always as per usual YES! bt i suppose that can wait till nxt semester to prove that we can do a better ICA presentation for bio then that..

finally dad's packd up n move out of geylang baru.. god.. i cant stand that place ready de.. its soo empty.. n da feeling at tt place is soo lonely in spite of the sales.. which was pretty good.. we're heading to rivervale tmr.. n nxt week dad's gonna be at amk! hahahas.. which is very near the sch!! lalala~ i was tinking of dragging the guys dwn there n treat them to the food of psr mlm! hehhs.. teach sangeeta eat tako ball! hahahs.. ouhh so cant wait.. n btw.. i'm off on attachment the week aft nxt le! soo fast!! going to go to a surgical ward this time.. n im kinda scared afta the lectures afta lectures of viruses n bacteria n all..hahahas.. bt tts not gonna stop me frm pursueing a great career for my future.. mesti mau yakin jee... hahahas! infact i cant wait for yr 2.. we get to go to KK n get attached to a peadiatric ward! smally smally kiddies.. hahaahs!! ouhh yess!!! nyp open hse is on the 25th till 27th this month.. if im nt mistaken la.. bt sadly im off on attachment! how sad.. they say hady is going to be arnd... =P ouh alrite till here..

i've nvr expected soo much things frm anyone..



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Tuesday, January 09, 2007

on friday was suppose to have 1034 lect in da morn.. followed by arnd 4 hrs of break before supposedly psycho lect!.. so in btwn we all decided to get on with bio ICA lorhhs.. it was pretty ok.. so all the while we actually wanna do as slow as possible to drag the time just nice to go for psycho lect la.. till yvonne came n told us no psycho lect.. -.-".. n we're not informed diaos right.. bt tts ok.. we finished whatever we were suppose to do n by 1.. we were out of sch liaos.. den da famous ciggerette girl wanna play pool... n so we went along to the grassroot club or whatever da name is n played pool.. actually i was there to watch only la.. ohh n not forgetting to laugh!! hahahas!! they very funny la.. da pool stick hit da lamp.. the hit da ceiling.. hahahs.. so anw afta tt head hme slack a lil bit.. den changed n finally meet my deareast yisin!!!

met yisin at da old brd bus stop.. god.. i miss da old brd like hells.. now the northlight or dunno what light sch take over that building.. sighh... feel soo sadde.. so anw.. we both actually wanna take 30 or 33 lorhhs.. den when we tink abt the loong distance we gtta walk frm da mrt station to bra's hse.. we changed our mind.. ahhahs! so anw.. we hafta walk all da way out to the cross junction there before we gt a cab le.. tsk! bt it didnt really feel tt far cuz we were too engross in catchin ups! hahaas.. soo loong nvr meet up with her lorhhs!.. so anw.. 4EB's bbq was SOAKING fun!! hahahas.. well theres water guns.. and foam swords.. unmarinated chickens.. and chips.. alot of alcoholic drinks.. including whiskey..n not frgtting taboos..n bomb bags too! hahahas.. ohh yes!! we also have kyael!! hahas.. so yeah me.. yisin.. n nette was soaking wet at the end of the day a whole lot of thx to albert.. elias.. wilford n most definitely RAJIV!! who actually strted filling da 1.5l of bottle with swimming pool water.. diaos!! so anw we snapped picts..!! n hafta be back at 10.. sobs.. this is like da earliest time tt i ever ciao off frm a bbq lorhhs! bt anw.. cant avoid it la.. momsie nds to go help dad.. n i nd to help to unless i want them to stay there till morn comes.. tsk.. so yisin dad gave me a ride.. THX!!! =)) n with my wet clothes went off to dad's place with mom.. cant be bothered to changed liaos la.. if i stepped in da hse i wont be able to leave it agn for da night.. hahas..so yeah im missing everyone ready!! haiish.. didnt gtta meet farhani n midori.. bt i met midori this morn! in sch!! hahahas...

so for the weekends ntg much happened.. was at hme watching more korean dramas!! hahas.. im gonna stop watching korean dramas ready.. its too addictive!! n besides it takes up soo much time!! god! so anw.. we had our 1029's presentation this morn! n mdm janet seems pretty happy to watch our presentation.. n she was totally amuse by our role play.. -.-" which lasted less then 3 mins.. hahahahs!! bt anw.. i tink we all did a pretty good job too.. =)) so anw aft tt we gt 5 hrs of break.. so we all decided to catch spirit of the victim at junction 8.. imagine.. 5 nyp students.. went out of sch at 10 plus to catch a movie at 1145.. ahhahas!! maddness rights.. so we gt da whole theater to ourselves! lol!! so we made as much noise tt we wld lorhhs.. soo funny.. bt da show was pretty ok la.. was pretty confusing at da begining.. bt overall it was nice.. tink!! hahahs...

alrite tts all for today gtta ciao off to dad's shop liaos..momsie's waiting.. nights..

tctctctctctc!!!



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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

today is sucha nicee day man.. hahahas.. morn at arnd 11 met eunice n head to roxy sq for a hair cut.. n so we roam.. n roam.. bt she had been roaming for lotsa time cuz i was late.. lol.. so anw.. we went to dvine or smtg like tt la for a cut.. bt we were suppose to make an appointment for tt shop.. bt da lady ask we all to come back in1/2 hrs time.. n so we head to pw n walk arnd at watson n marks n spencer n bought cookies.. chocolates..facial foams.. n panadols!! haahahs... so afta tt we go back to roxy.. bt still we gtta wait for 1/2 close to an hour before we finally get a nice hair cut.. its pretty good.. n i bet tt aint gonna be da last they hear frm us.. ahhahas.. ok.. so afta our hair cut we played at da restroom for a while.. we shld have taken photos there mans! ahhaas.. we were like some siao ppl.. well i was da one actually den tt eunice just laugh laugh laugh.. tsk! ahhahas!!

we had lunch at kfc.. n i actually felt like going to da beach to like really rest my body n mind la.. bt eunice only goes there when she's depress!!! wth!! hahahas...so we enter pw.. n saw 50% sale at almost every single shops.. my goodness.. n so wads more.. we strt our shopping spree!!! hahahas.. spent like nobody's business... i bought a top for both my bros.. a top for dad.. 2 top for me.. a jacket for immy.. a bottom for myself.. n wld have bought a bag for momsie if bro hadnt make soooooooooo much noise.. calling nonstop n irritating me.. i shld have bought his top last man.. den serve him rights.. tsk! anw get drinks at starbucks.. n finally get my bro's their food at macs.. ohh yeahh.. n we met sakinah n faridah who thought we're 1 batch younger then them.. -.-" n met nabil n his friends.. n also ms haslinah!!! with her wife n baby.. didnt manage to even get a glimpse of her child le.. cuz we're 1 lvl higher then them.. sobs..

had a blast with eunice just now.. thx girl for the whole aftnoon.. =))!!

ohh n i soo cant wait for fri!!!4eb's bBq!!! its a must must to come!! see you guys there!!!



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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

i'll skip the new years resolution part la arhhs.. its kinda late neway.. strting of da second day of '07 ready.. haahhas..

as i said i had my hands n legs n every single organ tied to the stall man.. seriously.. it was madness.. i suppose yest was da MOST tiring day of my life!

ok firstly we didnt even celebrate hari raya haji la.. which is really really very saddening.. mom brought hme da ketupat n all da night before.. so we had the ketupat for our brunch.. n when dad was away to get the stuff for the stall.. mimi came over to fetch immy.. so immy was sent to baba's place n was to spent the night there.. n as for the rest of us: mom n me bancur the apam balik's adunan.. n pack the stuff.. while bro gtta bring all the stuffs dwn to dad.. n i wore like da most senket clothes i ever worn during hari raya haji... tsk.. hahas.. n i was really very jealous just by looking at otha families getting together.. siighhhs... n wads moree..i only manage to hear the tadbir for like less den a min.. n tt was when i accidentally jerk out of my slp for tt split sec.. n tt was da time i hear it.. da funny part was i rmbered muttering along with da tadbir.. bt anw.. tt was how sad my this yr's hari raya haji's story... hahahas...

then at the stall.. i actually stand for nearly 14hrs straight with no time to walk arnd..nt even arnd the 1-tent stall... firstly cuz i cant leave the apam alone.. cuz it'll get burnt.. n secondly i truely cant move arnd at all.. LOL!! so anw.. theres a countdwn at boon lay.. so we hrd the crowd counting dwn n momsie was like ouhh its gonna be new year soon.. so our first few hours of new year was spent at the stall.. breaking our backs.. hahahas.. i suppose its smtg we all gtta adjust ourselves with as this is indeed only the strting of this road..so we packed the stuffs n head hme.. n by the time we reached hme its already 6am.. n i can barely even stay awake for the morn syarahan..

bt anw.. mom woke me up at arnd noon.. n i found she's all dressed up.. n going to fetch dear immy hme ready.. n i was suggesting we dine out for today la.. n so we did.. called the rest n so the whole of the osman family went out for lunch tgt.. except for the eldest grandchild n da youngest grandchild.. why?? da eldest which is my dearest bro.. was busy playing com games.. n da youngest was slping la.. hahas.. had a nice time with the rest de.. kinda a pay back for my hari raya haji loss??!! hahahahas... and afta tt we went back hme to deliver bro's food.. n slack for a while before dad says he is going to set up the stall.. n soo.. i hafta cancel the dinner with sha n all cuz of it.. bt i seriously will make up with you guys soon!..
at makmur's..
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